Memories III (Final Act)

It rained again ... heavily

When i was young, i remembered that old path that i would always passed by; and being a young boy, i wouldn't like to walk on the pathway, instead i would like to walk on the red brick, the two rows of red brick, that made the pathway a pathway.

If you get what i mean. * smiles *

I would try balance myself and see if i could, just like walking on a balance beam; walk to the end of it, probably a good 10-15metres.

Thats me. When i was young. Silly me; isn't it?

Those were the days; good old days, with friends it's always fun and laughter, worries would always be what's tomorrow's activities; fear would be my father's handheld "toy" - his trusty 50cents cane; surrounded by mummy's care and conceren and lots of love; and grandma would always be my guardian angel.

I'm fortunate; people whom i've known, their parents are either at their late 50's or even more. While my parents just hit or slightly above the 50yr old mark. Couple of my friends don't have this luxury; cos their parents have .. sad to say; moved on.

And my heart is always with them ..

Oh well; *shruggs*

I have had couple of wonderful gatherings with my various groups of friends within these few months; and i'm glad to know that all of them are good; surviving well and happily alive. Share some funny stories; talking bout the good old days, then heard some old news and bad news.

While some have changed for the better; some for the worst and some have gone missing. Can't helped it isn't it? Everyone has got a choice or rather freedom to choose.

Similarly, i think i also have the right to choose .. isn't it?

All the best everyone ...

AND Oh well!

"Glad ?" to say that the bachelor & bachelorette club is getting bigger. Hahaha .. sorry folks. And happy to see that these "newly recurits" have adapted very well to our club culture in a short time. Life's goes on isn't it? Welcome back comrades!

But not all are bad. Just yesterday; my best friend tied the knot.

He is one success story; he defied all odds and emerged as the most unlikely to be .. now a reality. An introvert; snobbish; anti-social; odd tempered and a 100% MCP -- he tied the knot.

This is the power of love.

And as he put the ring into her finger; i had no emotions as i looked on. The regret i have is not to shout "HEY, you sure you think carefully?" .. and tell his wife; "Hey, you kidnapped my best friend! Can returned him back ? " Haha ..

When right here waiting becomes now and forever and minus all the typical well wishes; i have to really wish him all the best!

Well ... *smiles*

Recently, i went back to the same old pathway; i tried to balanced myself and tried to walked that same 10-15metres without losing my balance. Hands lifted left and right like a helicopter; mimic how a pussy cat would walk, it kinda looks silly isn't it? Considering i'm a young adult.

But times have changed; that pathway have been rebuilt and re-constructed; the surroundings and the environment have changed; the neighbourhood has changed but that same old feeling - never changed.

Enjoying the afternoon sun, enjoying the afternoon breeze .. i was wrong. Times changed.

Good old days are good old days; and they remained as good old days .. they were nothing but yesterday.

Out of the comfort zone; i had lots to fear and lots to fight for. Just like a young lion; forced out of the pride; forced to build alliance and set up a new pride of lion family - Just like those in the documentary (Animal channel).

Its tough; very tough; i'm still finding a way; still failing, still searching; still trying but surely there must be a day; just a matter of WHEN, which day?

Hope it won't take too long .. (look after me, okie!? To: Man above.)

WELL .. WELL .. WELL ..

Reading a MRT post which i've wrote 3yrs back; i can't help but to noticed that we're indeed in the thick of the globalisation act. Whatever nationality you name it; chances are you might find it in the MRT! And also some cute observation which i personally made (and i like to do all the time!) 1) Other people's newspaper seems to be more interesting than our own; EVEN if it is the same newspaper. 2) In a crowded train, when everybody is packed like sardines. Can't help but to look at other people's SMS's! Talking bout invading other people's privacy ..

Cute huh? at least that's how i felt .. *chuckles*

Well, at the end of the day, memories are still memories and they should just be kept as memories. They're call memories for a reason, and the reason is memories; it has passed on and it is just a picture or slideshow that exists in our head.

Dwelling on it doesn't helps and it never helps ..

For me; i'll anticipate what has to come; and hope to see you, if you happen to be there.

And the rain stops.












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