i felt the sun too

Just yesterday, when i woke up and was going to the toilet. i notice a big 11 word on the wall. OH, it was my calender .. and it suddenly remind me that it is now November, November 2006. and i remember, the last few entries i wrote were in Sept and the first was in April

Speaking of time flies ..

Looking back my diary, i remember the lady in the MRT, looking at a lovely baby, she was smiling, her eyes filled with joy and hope.

and there it was, the corner .. we used to stand. our corner. and when the MRT reached my destination, Jay Chou would start to sing his song again.

I would remember the smile, that make me laugh and make me cry, and now that smile has since, vanished. i remember, i still crave for that smile till now.

i would defend local girls, citing that they're not as bad as what the press would always describe .. as a materialistic and highly ego-ed creatures. for i thnk they're just the minorities or maybe it is just an issue being magnified three-folded.

our local female product are still good people. i say

And i wrote about the life of waiting. as siting at the side of the road. always waiting for that someone to come and hold your hand.

to be a companion. to be a friend. a lover. or maybe an acquaintance.

someday, we can't be siting and waiting all the time, we need to stand up and move on.

and still i remember couple of months ago .. the loneliness i had, the helplessness i felt and the feeling of sadness.

while some significant dates has passed and things i have done. they're not important anymore.

the last time i saw the smile was on April's Fool .. and what a fool i was.

*smile*

I look at the morning sun shine, the beams of rays shining, i felt the warmth of the sun.

i felt the gentleness of the morning sun, it's so wholesome, so cosy and it really felt comforting.

It suddenly came to me that in one plus month's time. it is going to be another year - Year 2007.
Everytime, when i look at the sky. i felt i'm like standing at the door, waiting for something, probably something to happen. while all this, time has passed me by.

and i thought of the girl, whom would once, always smile to me..

i dont know of any wonderful memories that i gave .. but i know i have already gave my blessings .. which i think, it should already be a wonderful gift to someone.

well, all of us saw sunshine coming. Both of us felt hope. its not only you, but me too. though the interpretation might not be the same. but it should feel the same.

as long as someone's happy. so am i.

really thank GOD for sharing those problems with me.

if im happy everyday .. everyday is a happy day.

Have you seen the sun yet? i have.

i not only seen it but feel it too!

"
刮风这天 我试过握着你手
但偏偏 雨渐渐大到我看你不见
还要多久 我才能在你身边
等待放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点

从前从前 有个人爱你很久
但偏偏 风渐渐把距离吹得好远
好不容易 又能再多爱一天
但故事的最后
你好像还是说了拜拜
"

till we meet again.