be my valentine's ..

yesterday was valentine's day.

remembering, yesterday night's clear skies. it was beautiful.

the wind was cooling, i felt the night breeze, as it brushes across me, my body. i shiver a little.

i listened to the rustling sound from the trees.

and i looked up to the skies.

it was pitch black, there were lots and lots of stars .. like minature diamonds hanging there .. while some twinkle and some just hanged there brightly.

in an instant .. i felt i was being warpped up 3-dimensionally, it is only me and the skies.

the stars are smiling at me. as they twinkle, they tried to tell me things. they tried to tell me things, which i cannot know.

they tried to tell me my future perhaps? maybe?

but nevermind.

like the stars .. i have as many words as they had. but i can speak to no one. these are words that can never be spoken.

and soon .. they may just fade away and die off.

so much for valentine's day i guess .. minus the flowers, chocolates, candlelight dinner and most importantly .. a partner.

but the sky is my partner .. and i love the skies. and hopefully the skies love me too ...

so ...

how did you celebrate valentines? or did you celebrate valentines?

for some it might just be another day, while some .. it's a special day. if it is special, then well, did you say how much you would really care for her/him? did you really tell her/him how you actually felt for them?

did you give them a good hug and tell him/her, nothing else matters, let's just savour this special moment? and endulged in the private world of your 3-dimensional love.

so .. did you?

please do .. b'cos they actually deserves it.

this earth is so big, two people can actually come together is really not easy. simple mathematic calculations can tell you that the chances are 1 in many billions.

so do it ..

*smile*

and marriage could be the next natural phase.

mmm ... looking at this two person love one another .. finally exchanging vows to accept one another as their halves.

what a symbolic event isn't it?

but did you saw that disagreement two years down the road that lead to seperation? or did you witnessed the irreconciliable differences that came out of no where three years down the road?

maybe you heard of the seven year itch? did you?

that piece of "wayang show" is nice and beautiful to watch .. but sometimes the aftermath could be disasterous.

okay .. so much for valentine's love and the "otherside" of marriage.

but hey, are you yearning for love too?

my answer would be a resounding YES! but im not desperate, mind you!!

who don't?

but the thing is sometimes, finding a new love, while you're still carrying "excessive baggage" is really not a good thing, i think. and seeking back old love is a survival mechanism gone wrong.

but some people can. majority can't.

we're adults .. let's not kid ourselves, shall we?

we all know the meaning of responsibility.

so let's be responsible adults .. you wouldnt like it if someone "cheat" on you? isnt it? well, apparently, many of us have actually "witnessed" these type of storyline happening.

sometimes, listening to story is quite interesting. but if the main character is actually YOU, then perhaps .. the story isn't that interesting anymore. isn't it?

and finally ..

its a happy valentines to all people in love.

as for me ..

i still prefer looking at the skies .. best if there's a glass of fine wine .. but of course, it would be even "special" if there's actually some one, who would accompany me to gaze at the stars.

and i'll take her to Australia to see the milky way ..

i'll take her to Alaska to see the aura ..

i'll take her to Nepal to see the first daylight ..

and the next valentine's day, i'll give her a big hug ..

telling her i've found my light ...

and again ... hopefully~

Only blue .. only bluee ... 爱让人好忧郁

and 我的心, 我的心 .. 蓝蓝的


*smile*

*Disclaimer*
again, i'm not desperate!!