something's missing

hi Mr Earth!!

i'm at 43N 36E .. when are you going to rotate to where i am?

I'm standing here .. waiting! and yes, Mr Earth.. you are absolutely right! I am .. alone.

all by myself.

i look up to the skies. the stars are smiling at me .. i look back at the stars, i dont know whether to smile back or to just stare at them. i cant help but to ask them, the earth is always moving .. things are always changing. and i am here. when will you come back to me again.
i'm not desperate, neither am i a craving for "some-thing" guy. but i'm waiting. and i'm sure .. missing something.

sometimes. loneliness just gush through me .. i hate loneliness.
love gave me everything and took everything away..

Love has come knocking on everyone's door. I just watch, smile and feel happy.

I went to Cupid's clinic .. i wanted to get a shot, and the queue no. is 324465787.
looks rather ridiculous. but, its okay. i just wait.

maybe in about 2 years time.. i might be a uncle to many children .. and maybe would have attended many weddings. my friends would probably be wonderful husbands to their pretty spouses.

and my queue no. would probably be .. 324167831. and i would still maybe be slogging away earning a living for myself.

the skies is always telling me somethings .. whenever, i look at him.

life is sometimes not very fair .. when i have it .. my friends don't. when i don't have it .. all my friends do.
but fair .. when people used to envy me .. but tables have turned.

well, i guess i'm just missing something.