my virgin post

oh hi, never thought 1 fine day, i would actually do a blog.. haha..

hi friends .. surprise and surprise. How are you people? good i guess..
give me a ring to show that you're alive ok?? =D

anyway, this year has been ups and downs for me .. well, shan't elaborate much.

after so many years, im back to the world where all men came from.. as a VIP member.
- THE BACHELOR'S CLUB - .. sounds cool? .. well, it is.

its a different feeling .. you know. the " HI BRYAN!! WOOH! WELCOME BACK! AFTER 4 YEARS MAN! LOOK WHAT YOU MISSED!!! " as usual.
However, things are different.

you know .. the bachalors happenings .. the pubs .. the clubs .. the gals .. the $$ .. the freedom .. and the best of all things.. no responsibility .. no strings attached. though it may sound like hell huh. but .. well, thats the idea. you live for only today!

bachelors ideology .. " play while you can, you only young once " wooh, so much for all the fun.

however .. as much as this is true. but there are some of us out there who doesnt go by this rule or should i say .. "activity". there are some good guys there. and thats why you got good boyfriends and good husband isnt it? haha. of course .. reciprocal .. you also have playboys and womanizers.. both extremes. where you do stand my friends.

many months has passed. I in my 9mth in NS. time flies.. and im nearer and nearer to my ORD ( Operational Ready Date ) date. well, in fact NS is not a bad thing after all. i mean .. really. In the army, you realised how important some things are. which we all the time took for granted. things like .. time, family, freedom (wkends), friends and ya... your love ones .. gf.
next year May, im out of the army. served my due and im gonna FxxKed off from it. after that its hardwork, to pursue my ultimate dream.

another great thing about the army is that, i know lots of good friends there.. people of the same wavelength as me. ya. we went through thick and thin. you know who you are. my friend.

mmm .. some of you might wonder .. why my title is me & love & the world.
well, first thing is .. im starting to love myself and pampering myself. as for love, its something which you know, you know you dont want it, but at the end of the day you HAVE to have it. love it or hate it. we need to love, someone. your parents or maybe.. ya again, your love ones. I suck at this love game. but, slowly, starting to understand something .. will it come back again, i dont know .. and .. whatever. but anyway .. whatever.
as for the world. reality. frankly speaking, for the past years. reality has never really defeated me. as in, i always accept it or i knew it was coming. i was always ready for reality.

• i stay back in sec sch, ya repeat.
• i got into bad company when young.
• financial problems
• family problems

i never blink an eye. i was always expecting it and facing it bravely. true enough.. everything was solved eventually, but that was through a lot of pondering and understanding and communicating and getting it done!

But never did i expect it to come killing me .. so hard. i was crushed. i was destroyed. never did i expect reality to hit me so hard. to the point that, i was destroyed. yeah. he caught me.

now. ya, i did a reality check. okay. not so bad. finally understand something. i wont say thank you to you for letting me fall and stand .. but .. but i wouldnt mind. falling again and standing up again. hahaha.. of cos, i got my ankle guard and knee guard with me. thats for sure.

the next time round. i'm well prepared.

so much for my virgin post.